inane sanity

it all turns out all right

show me the way to end my life that would be most fitting for someone of my magnanimity and genius -- the world does not treat me well.

why does life always find some way -- through and act or through a person -- to fuck you over... why...?

and why are they always women.

i hate my parents -- that is all.

will someone like... attempt to cheer me up or something. i really hate them and i want to forget a lot. i want to just go somewhere with some friends and just forget everything. i want to enjoy the brisk night wind and have it blow away every worry, every nagging feeling, and every bad memory.

so, the wii is off -- i reiterate -- the wii is off.

dad: turn the fucking wii off.
me: it IS off
me: *leaves the room
dad: whatever, i'll just throw the fucking wii out. i'll just take everything away from him. show him what's up.

and the story of my life. dumbass parents.

anyway, i'm probably going to be kicked out of my house when i'm 18. unfortunately, they took the money in my savings account and therefore i don't have anything to lean back on. yes, i need to find a job to pay for my education in case i really do get kicked out etc: i need to find a place to stay, food, books, tuition etc.

so, if anyone is willing to offer a place to stay, yeah... my parents really are bitches but hey, genius is often misunderstood; and i can't describe my parents misunderstanding me any better than what they're doing right now.

i really want to just get away.